incurable day dreamer

Over the weekend, I had no computer. I felt SO lonely! I didn't have the net to procrastinate so I did manage to do some reading as well as finish the book God Delusion by Richard Dawkins. Yet I still avoid invitations and social gatherings. WHY??? I ask myself. I spend my day between work, gym, computer. I do, however, ask a select group of people to do things. It is always at my discretion. I relish that control I suppose. Obviously, I only want to interact with people that I enjoy the company of. That is not to say that I don't like the company of the gatherings I avoid. It is so weird. I'm not social phobic but I am such an incurable hermit! I can see that when I get old and demented, there is a high probability I would end up in urban legends as the spinster old witch! That's why I need a husband I suppose :-P In fact, the two women I met up with in the weekend told me to give them The List and they will pray for me! HAAA! Well, here it is - tall, dark, handsome but love me to the end of time, humourous and intelligent, someone that would protect me! As you can see, it's pretty much only Prince Charming from Fairytale Land would do (in fact, he probably won't do, he's too pale!). So I too have to live in LaLaLand. Any single guy I meet, that is remotely soothing to the eye, and I have interactions with, I day dream about. So the current one is good with money, a professor, and a real family man :-P I'd hopefully never meet him in person otherwise all the qualities my imagination attributed to him may be spoilt! Ahhhh, I'm a weird incurable hermit!